I was in this futuristic reality, and there was all these different versions of myself. I chose one version to show how I could jump in and out of his body.
I said, hey, I’m you. The voice you hear talking to you is me. I felt I was lying when I said only he, my artificial self could hear me..
He didn’t believe, so I pulled him aside, and we began the process of waking up together.
I smacked him in the face, I said you need to wake the fuck up. He saw his other avatars; all him, all me, just slightly different.
My selling point to my artificial myself; the first one I woke up, was that I told him God is real, that there is only one true God, and just because we can jump in and out of consciousness; (different realities) doesn’t mean the Bible is wrong. There is still one path, and ultimately we all die.
He told me about his fiance he never sees, and was questioning their status. I said if I had one regreat; it was not to take it all in, experience life, life more, dream more; in every reality, you need to live life to the fullest. You have the power to go anywhere and do, and be anything and everything.
I am waking up from this hollow shell; my soul is shaking and trembling, I do not want to accept that this reality is fake, and can be altered in this way. It scares me how easily I can come and go, and change things. There is so much beauty in mistakes, everytime I leave I cry, and that reality ends for me, I can never go back and experience all the love pain and joy it brings.
I love my son so much, I hate traveling without him, I hate that journeys are solo, and that you can’t take people with you to the other side, everything is so temporary and sad.
Looking at some documents with my mother, and recalling the past, something happened in April that I needed to remember. Something about a Gemini ex who cheated on me..
400,000 children in Yemen at risk of dying from hunger, UN warns @HumanityVo_Alt @midomarely
In 2020, I’ve visited Fatima at malnutrition center in Hodieda city, she was suffering from acute malnutrition & was a step away from death
Very sad . the old man only asks for a little food ..#Yemen is “on the edge of a precipice” after years of war, with millions of Yemenis suffering from malnutrition and facing the risk of #famine
Your #support is a contribution to face famine
☛ Donate. https://t.co/LHyxBObH7T pic.twitter.com/x9htLCiOii
— Mido marley (@midomarely) December 16, 2020
— Humanity Voice #Yemen (Haitham) (@HumanityVo_Alt) February 1, 2021
Here we can share an work all together on tweets for the Storm!
Confession, the reason I parry and joust when selling my art is because I risk becoming homeless again if I sell too much.
This is a lighter side of the dark side of capitalism.
I’m a survivor of medial malpractice among other abuses.
In the Bible there was man born blind; he was 40 years old when Jesus healed him, when aggressively confronted by religious leaders for being healed by God, his parents disowned him out of fear, and the church kicked him out for being a heretic. What’s a man to do for a living when he spent his whole life as a beggar? Do you blame him for not finding a good wife?.. I mean, who would want him?? Once an outcast, always an outcast, even if you receive that one thing you you always wanted.
Suppose I told you a similar miracle happened to me? Would you blame me for collecting a Government check, especially when having a prior mental health record discriminated against me landing a good job for years?
I make more money from the Government than I do working; my son and I have great healthcare, my childsupport is automatically deducted, and I moved back to the city so I could walk to places and not get harassed by cops for leaving my driveway.
However, besides my tattoos that I got for a career outgrown, I look normal. This makes my story seem pretentious to some who have more than I do, but always see their own glass half empty.
If it wasn’t for God I would have been dead or in jail a long time ago. https://www.psychvictims.com/stories/view/it-s-a-hard-knock-life-for-us
So go support Yemen, what’s happening their is much bigger than anything happening in The States, and many other places in the world. 💜 🌐
See my original post documented here:
Other reasons not be transparent about policies, it hurts man.
Better to just be honest about what you’re really flagging for.