@Regrann from @psychvictims – (#PsychVictims #AntiMentalHealth) I was a long time virgin, waiting till marriage to have sex. (In the anti-theist psych world, this means you’re a schizophrenic fanatic. I was the kind of guy who had such moral convictions, that I would throw up at the park and cry for 3 days, if I even had oral.
I met this goth girl thru a friend, she was a CCS student. She tried to kiss me, so I pulled a way, and bit her lip to tease her. I noticed she moaned really loud, and told me to choke her. (Now despite what allegations have been said about me, I was the guy that couldn’t play contact sports in middle school, bc I had a phobia of hurting people.. In fact, I couldn’t even guard other boys in Rec basketball, bc the voices would start singing “Savage Garden, I want to bathe with you on the mountain.” lol.) So, the night went from slight choking, to her demanding me to punch her in the face.. And I did it. I beat the fuck out of her.
I didn’t know how to feel after, Did I sin? I didn’t know. There was no penetration involved, my dick did’t get wet, all I know is that girl got off really hard from me slamming her head in the ground.
The next day, I went to the therapist at Easter Seals, and told her about my love for Jesus. She yawned, and said “anything else Dan?” I said “actually yes.” “I met this girl,” (brief interruption) “Ooh, tell me more” she said excitedly. Therapist crosses her legs, appeared to be rubbing her… Then I told her about what happened; and she said, and I repeat, “DANIEL, THERE IS NO WRONG WAY TO GET OFF” “Whoa,” I exclaimed, almost falling out of my chair.
That was the last time I went to therapy.
What do you think? Do you think there is no wrong way to get off?? What about Pedophiles? Or Necrophiliacs?? Or Rapists??? BTW.. That was many many years ago. I’m a completely different man now. Currently happily divorced; conquered the #SausageCastle, and you couldn’t pay me enough to go to church, or be monogamous again. That part of me is dorment until I de-program everybody. 🌐 (The point I was trying to make is that the system has overly sexualized everything, & I believe bdsm in pornography is the root cause for many domestic abuse problems.) – https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsuf0oCn3aD/?igshid=1bp1vzuqwkp26